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jotheblackqueen 10-May-18, 14:39 |
![]() Much to my chagrin I found out that Freddy has closed his gameknot account at his request. Just look at his profile page. gameknot.com He will be much missed. Kind regards, Joanne |
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jotheblackqueen 10-May-18, 23:49 |
![]() Freddy sent me the following message on FB. 'Heej Joanne. In Scotland at the moment and yes for gk I will be way to bizzy to play a good game. And I can not focus on games 6 months walking adventure coming up." Kind regards, Joanne |
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![]() Hasn't posted anyting since he completed the Pacific Crest Trail in USA on 09.23.2019 ... m.youtube.com |
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![]() I, now feel guilty about this. He got sick of me posting about what I learned in chess. I remember because before the original WTW club, I was posting things about various chess openings and things like that in the KOH club. Fred became so upset about this that he said that I needed training and practice which I got a little bit of but not enough. But, then I kept posting and even started to kibitz about what I know in chess, etc, when, in reality, I knew less then what I thought or how I was going make it sound. He wanted me to stop talking about this, or as we say, talking the talk. So, he challenged me to some WTW games. Now, I got lucky in the first game with a draw by rep. Then, I won the second game, on time. But, with me continuing to kibitz, he challenged me and won in what Joann later annotated. That annotation was called, "Back with a Vengeance" which gave me ideas for other annotations. However, instead of quieting down, we reached the phase where it was only getting worse, due to crankiness from lack of sleep. It's also because I was being oppositional of the Master Mater since his teaching style is different then how I learn. That's when he asked me a question with the answer being progress. But, he told me not to say anything until I reached a certain ELO rating, which I can't completely go by for progress due to time management. I don't think he would've said that, if I didn't show off. However, I did not listen because, even though, I didn't say anything in this club, I posted plenty in other clubs which I'm sure made him more frustrated. When I finally reached that rating, we played another WTW game. I think the point is that he was still telling me that I'm not that good at the game, and he was right. That happened before I posted about how I taught people chess, and Fred said something about it which Dave later concurred. And, vocihc also did, but I still didn't stop. That's why the master mater made plans to go on that trail since I mentioned that I didn't take him seriously elsewhere which I'm sure he also read. So, he was going to stop teaching chess because he got sick of me posting but not really getting to the next level. My thinking was that Fred was just telling me that I'm just bad and that I had no hope for getting better, but that was not the case. Instead, I misunderstood from being cranky. And, my goal was completely different from becoming a runner which was acheived of pointing out how chess will help in life, truth be told. The thing that stopped me from posting how good I am at the game was first taking a course from GM Susan Polgar. That was, combined with problems that I'd cause outside of chess from lack of sleep. So, my only accomplishment that I got from chess was keeping my job. The thing with accomplishment is that one of the Polgar Sisters mentioned that chess will help in life. And, after I posted about sleep deprivation, I learned that and IM got a successful job from chess and opened a club. But, it's a completely different story with me because of what I did which I'm sure is even GM Susan unhappy. And, all of that kibitzing and not listening to Fred, finally, caught up with me, as well. As I got into a lot of trouble with my own contiouns last night in my sleep, and it was for the kibitzing that Fred spoke to me about. The reason I write this is jotting things down since it helps me sleep better at night. And, I believe that Fred is reading this somewhere in cyberspace. So, the truth is that he was correct, all this time. With that being said, I hope that this causes him to come back on this site. But, if it doesn't, I hope that he goes back to teaching chess, again, since I feel upset with what I have done. |
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